I am loving my job! My teaching experience at the college level is both new and strangely comfortable. I do have to think differently about the subject I taught for six years. I'm learning as I go what needs to be the most important things to present to these almost-teachers before they student teach next term and what they need to know in the spring before leaving for the real world. I have my great days and could-be-better days, but I can honestly say that there haven't been any bad days. Challenging, but not bad. There are times when I feel the weight of responsibility of my job more than other times--when I was teaching elementary kids, I didn't have TIME to think about that huge responsibility!
For this term, I am teaching one class, she said, a little embarrassed. They are allowing me to get my feet wet, meet lots of people, learn the system and other college-type things like what a dean does, etc. I'm also able to work on my syllabi for the other classes I will teach in the winter and spring terms, as well as some other responsibilities. The class is officially Middle Level Music Education, but it's more of an elementary music methods class. I am also including a classroom management portion since they don't get that anywhere else! Because I only have this one class this term, I am spending a lot of time on it and boy do my students get my feedback on assignments! I hope they see this as a positive thing.
I find that the job allows me the time to be excellent at what I do. I can think ideal thoughts and dream of how we want the program to develop and think of better ways to teach teachers how to teach successfully in their own classrooms. Now, this is not to say that I think I am actually excellent at what I do (the more I know, the more I realize I know nothing!); it just gives me the time to strive for excellence. I do wonder often why in the world they thought I was the best candidate for the job, but I am definitely humbled and feel blessed to be doing what I am doing now. So, still learning.




Not pictured: the two bedrooms. As you walk through the living room, you reach the bathroom. If you don't go in the bathroom, there is a short hallway: my bedroom is off on the left; the spare room is straight ahead. Both decent sized rooms.







